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Couldnt think up a title for this blog today. I am really conflicted right now. I cant seem to get a grip on my mind. I have so many feelings and thoughts i have no way to explain. Many of you know how complicated i am. And I think lack of prayer and rest is taking its tole lol. So i am getting as much rest today as i can!
I hope yall are doing well. Miss yall mucho and thinking about everyone all the time!

Its hard to even write because i have so much in my head! i am going to journal tonight and get some of this out of me. I thinks its been long over due for me to pour my heart on to a piece of paper. I usually write God often but haven't lately.

Am as far as pics go i dont know what to say. I want to put my pics online but its so slow here its hard! I dont have the time to do it lol. Maybe ill burn a Cd for someone in the states to upload to a flicker account.

things on a whole have been going really well! We are preparing for this huge group that is coming down in a week. over 100 people in this group! And its funny to see the staff getting all pumped up for them to come. LOL its funny ill take pics of the team at work! should be awesome!

But i am glad to write you all! i hate not being able to update the blog often! And MOM! can you please get me joeys number!! i don't have it! And make sure they are checking my blog i know they have internet!
Ok well i gotta run! miss and love you all
Love and Peace
John

PS if someone could tell everyone @ Sandals i said hello that would be awesome!!!
Thanks!!